Ayahuasca#3

Okay so I bought Ayahuasca number three without fully going into the details of what the original Ayahuasca contains. Nethertheless in the end it made little difference. I guess the different packets give a differnt type of trip.

Okay so I was in a Moscow forest on a nice day when I did this. Preparation wise I took great care to boil the hell out the leaves to extract every morsel of DMT that I could. Not intensely boiled, but a constant simmer. And I boiled it for about ten hours the day before. I changed the water about 5 times, then collected the water and further boiled it down to about two cups. The syrian hue I boiled for about an or two with half a litre of water to get about half a cup of this extract.

One mistake (i guess) I made was to overdose on the use of lemons. I had no idea how much lemon to use..so... I use a WHOLE lemon for EACH pot I made up. And that amounts to , yes, about 5 bloody lemons. The result was an absolutley SOUR products that was just goddamn foul. But the lemons I guess did hide the foul tatse if the Ayahuasca. But I was concerned that I had messed it up with an overdose of acid. Time was to prove this not the case.

So day packs in hand my partner and I strolled into te forrest and chose a place. My partner acted a assistant so she didn't partake, which ended up being a real blessing.

As I walked into the forrest, I began to sip the first part of the mixture - the Syraian hue - so by the time we reached the destination I could being to drink the vine.

Okay So I sat and began to drink. Amazingly, almost immediately I began to
notice a change in consciousness. the speed of it really stunned me. First noticed a constant buzzing everywhere in the forrest. The buzzing became louder. My partner heard nothing at all.

Then a greater change came. The brew was just foul. I cant describe it. Anyway after some time I suddenly puked without warning, luckily away from my partner.

The it came. The buzzing came louder and then the nausea. And then I went in. I started puking more. And then the visions came. I started seeing vines, moving vines in my head. And then I saw a house and a guide in vited me in and showed me many rooms and asked me which room i would like to enter. Now I had read about being sucked down into some hellish seen, so I withdrew. I couldnt trust.

The I threw up again and again and as I did this face screamed "Ayahuassscaa!!"and vines in my head moved like smakes. I felt I was deep in jungle like in the Amazon. There were big purges going on. And there was a lot of temptation, like I was being tested. Thank Buddha my partner was there to keep things stable. She has never tried it but her stability was everything.

To cut a long story short, this type of trip was like anything. This was not pleasant at all. This was raw nut and boltd stuff that took you down to your very soul and stirred all the fears that one harbours. If you are weak, you could lose it. If you have deep complexes - be careful. Everything comes out and manifests and its you who has to conquer them. I went to the point starting to wildly hallucinate. I started seeing beings jump out of trees and then jump back in. And evertime I went into the forest to puke, I was invited to ge deeper. But refused. I took only half of the Ayahuasca. If I had taken the whole lot I would have gone like so deep. I wasnt really sure about it. It was my first time. The vomiting was really unpleasant, and that was the worst.

This is DEEP psychlogical stuff. It's just amazing. But be damn careful. If your not into that type, then stick to mushrooms. This is hard core.

A lot of psychological stuff about issues came up. The next day I felt rather transformed like I had realigned or had released something and had refocussed on lifes important things. I'm not sure if I will do it agian for quite a while, but if I do I intend to take the full amount and go all the way. I felt I didn't go far enough. How is it that a vine can do this???

Paul